Another wrong step.

How can I be ok. If Everything I do means nothing to all of you.
How can I be ok. If every time I speak you shout me of.
How can I be ok. If no one is there to stay.
How can I be ok. If Even my self is not gonna stay.

This is just a few things I feel right now.Ever the world seems like don't need my now.
Everything I do means nothing to you, I didn't apply for this. Why you keep putting me pressure.
It's like you didn't even know me. Now I feel like I want to vanish on this face of the earth. Because maybe if that happens no one will notice it.

Is it not enough, I do my best to make you proud of me. But it seems like its going the other way around. But I still want to continue I will never say never. Because I know someday. I will be having my happy ending.

You see I never thought that I could walk through fire
I never thought that I could take a burn
I never had the strength to take it higher
Until I reach the point of no return

And there's just no turnin back
When your heart's under attack
Gonna give everything I have
It's my destiny

I will never say never
I will fight till forever
Whenever you knock me down
I will not stay on the ground
Pick it up,

I never thought that I could feel this power
I never thought that I could feel this free
I'm strong enough to climb the highest tower
And I'm fast enough to run across the sea

Cuz there's just no turnin back
When your heart's under attack
Gonna give everything I have
Cuz this is my destiny

I will never say never
I will fight till forever
Whenever you knock me down
I will not stay on the ground
Pick it up,
And never say never

I will never say never
I will fight till forever
Whenever you knock me down
I will not stay on the ground
Pick it up,
And never say never

Never say never

I will never say never
I will fight till forever
Whenever you knock me down
I will not stay on the ground
Pick it up,

And never say never

Always be for ever

I Love You.
I love every little thing about you --
Your sexy smile, the sound of your voice, the magic in your eyes. I love your gentle touch and the warmth I feel at your side ... I love dreaming about you. *I love discovering you and letting go with you. I love each and every once-in-a-lifetime moment I share with you. Today, tomorrow, forever.

I love so much about you that it is hard to pick just a couple of things out. I love the way you laugh. I love the way you smile. I even love it when you make me mad and don't know why. I love how when you upset me, you try so hard to make it better. I am so in love with you that I don't go one minute without thinking of you and wishing that I was with you! I can't stand to be without you for one second. You have truly turned me into myself. Before you, nobody allowed me to be me. You have allowed me to open up my heart and trust again. You have allowed me to smile and be happy again. And for that I love you. I thank you and I will forever cherish our memories and I know there are many more to come.

The most important thing I want to say is "I will come back, meet you, and stay with you, love you, and grow old with you"
"I MISS YOU"

Woke up in Phil!!!!

Last week I was in Cambodia, not knowing I was about to go back in the Philippines,
partying and working, It was really so sad when my mom finally told me that I will go back here,
I was so shock and a bit happy,,... and the rest is sad.
I don't want to believe it. I was thinking she was just joking, but by the way the look in her eyes, she was not joking.

But I it was really a blessing, and I know that's the best for me, I was about to continue college,
and I was really happy that I was about to go to school. Finally!!!.... but I was afraid what will happen when I come back!

And June came!!.... it was to hard to accept that time fly's very fast. It was really hard. I was going to live those things I grow up with. And the people I knew that they were always there.

And my time is suddenly gone! morning came and it was time for me to live the party.
It was really sad I was about to step out of Cambodia.
I was missing those people already, My mom, dad, my brothers, my sister..... and the rest of the family, and my friends, and my love

Then June 8 came. I was in the Philippines already.
I can't believe that I was walking in the street of it.
So many things change, people grow old, places was change, and time goes by so fast.
And it was so weird that every one around me is talking so different.
The way they talk is so different!!!...
And suddenly I knew!... I surrounded by the language which I understand.

But I will always wants to come back in Cambodia

The people I call F Family.....

Franco (Creative Director) A.K.A my cousin.... he is more than a boss to me... his like a mentor to me, I always want to make him proud... and I hope I do..... and I will always miss him......

Sophy ( Editorial in Chief)..... She is a strong like a bull..... thats why I really admire her. And she also a good friend. She understand things easily... I'm gonna miss u... and thank u for the letter

Noh ( Managing Director)...... My Boss in the F magazine..... He is the one I was working for the first time, I learn a lot from him. and I been to different places, and spend time with him working and partying....... I'm gonna miss u Boss, thank you for your words

Jayson (art director) My first ever teacher in Photoshop...... and other editing mater. I really gonna miss this big guy. He looks so mean, but he got a soft heart. he is always there if I needed some help..... I'm gonna miss ridding on his motor...... and going home together..... and the joke and funny times.... I will never forget wat u teach me.....

Mac (Marketing Sales)...... He is my first friend in the office, Coz I was working wit him the first time, and I was so happy that he trusted me,...... and wen I move to F magazine he help me with the things that I'm gonna do, and he never mist an advise to me..... and I was so thankful that he become one of my big brother!!!!! I'm gonna miss him..... wen we go out side the office and he smoke ( I don't smoke, only him).... and we talk, and joke around..... I'm gonna miss it

Snguon (Editorial Assistant)....... She sit beside me in the office, and every time I'm with her, we always laugh, I always have a good time with her...... talking, working, and partying!!!!!..... She is one of the people I always joke around with, and I'm gonna miss her, coz she always ask me some spelling!!!!! We will still party again girl!!

Soap....... he is really quiet in the office, but I really like the most to him is wen he like to say something he would say it, with a smiling face, And I'm gonna miss that smile!!!

Narry (accountant).... she is the smallest in our family, but she is really smart wen it comes to counting (thats why she's the accountant). But I will miss every morning she say "HI" and "good morning " to me. And she also respect me, even she's older than me!!!!

I'm gonna miss u!!!

Sothea (Marketing Assistant) ...... He is the oldest in the family, but he is so down to earth. I really like talking to him, even we don't have the same age, we still understand each other. I like him, coz he let me borrow his motor everytime I need it, and if I need some help, he is willing to help me. I know we will meet again

I dont have a picture of yeng (distributor), but he is like sothea. he is kind and understanding.... but sometimes lazy!!!!!!!