Making a wrong choice

I love you before i meet you. That the word he used to tell her...the song he used to sing for her. He stay up late until 4 am everyday because he wants to chat with her...many sweet words that he used to say to her...the way he used to show that he really want to take care of her...the word I love you that he use to tell her everyday....those kind of things make up one love....then everything start to be real not thought text anymore...they saw each other...they met each other...they spent a sweet wonderful memories together...he said I love you more and more when i met you...he stick up with her in every single moment...holding her hand everywhere he goes...shown her off to everyone...told everyone how proud he is to have her...everyone was know about that...he went to meet her family...told her parent he want to take care of her for his whole life... growing old with her...he said he going to engage her and married her as soon as possible, because he doesn't want to lose her...he made her falling in love with him so bad...
Two weeks later it time for him to said good bye to her to be apart from her to his mother land but just a short moment...he holding her in his arm crying together to say good bye at the air port...he promise he comes back soon and bring the wedding ring for her.....
yeah...and he come back as he used to promise....but everything was change ....he totally change to another person...i can't believe that is him...he came on her birthday...she was waiting for him to said happy birthday to her...but noooo...until she ask him what is today...and you know what he said he don't know he forget...she trying to keep a smile on her face with the tear inside her heart...everything that he use to do ...he used to say to her was disappear all. he doesn't even want to talk with her... to touch her like he used to...
A night come the birthday party was start...he did nothing he just come to join ...all her friend were doing many thing to surprise her but that what he should do...a party was keep going suddenly he disappear...everyone was trying to find him almost a hour than when we saw him he was talking on the phone with someone....she was crying like the hell. she said why he did that ,why he doesn't care about her...then she stop crying and the party keep going...until 3 am in the morning we desire to go home...she a Little bit drunk then she fall from the stair...then you know what the guy that go to carry her is her friend not him...he just standing and watch.
everyday he always talking on the phone with someone ...then she ask who is that he said friend...actually he was on the phone with another girl, he cheat on her....but she's not give up she still try to turn him back...I'm so pity her...she crying everyday ..I hold her and told her stop crying , be strong ...then she ask me back what she has done wrong why she meet this kind of thing...she said she done many good thing why what she get back is like this...she said she really hurt she really hurt...suddenly my tear just drop out ...i really love her, i don't want to see her like that...but i don't know what to do to make it better..............................
this is just one part it still to be continue because she doesn't let him know that she know he was cheat on her yet........

sothyta birthday 2010

we all in white dress

I look so brown

She lost already..lol

It suppose to be only sitta and me


I look more brown when I post near her

No matter wat happen

MAY......

May the luck always with you whereever you go and whatever you do
may you always have work for your hand to do
may your pockets always a coin or two
may the hand of your friend always be near you
may i could hepl you whenever you need me
may your day many and your trouble be few
may happiness fill your heart each day your whole life through
may something good is going to happen to you
may there be kindness in your gaze when you look within
may you be set free from the prison of quilt, fear, disappointment and depair
may good luck be your friend and trouble be a stanger to you
may people always right next to you when you sad, growth your laugh and dry your tear
may you feel me always by your side
may your heart be strong

And may all of this words truly happen and come to Roniel Dionco

HElp.....

help..... I need it now..... I know its not right but I hope I can get some.... coz its been too long I been helping people maybe its now time for me to ask for some helping hand.... I dont know how to say it..nor even know how to make it... but I hope you can just understand.... Its been a long trip.... but its not easy to quit and put the white flag....

but I can say now..... IM PUTTING THE WHITE FLAG UP.....

Time....

One day is like one year...four months is like 400 years for me and it just not that it has more for me to count everyday...sometime i feel really hard... i was like i can't wait i can't wait i want it now but...that just the wanted feeling...Nothing can make it faster or slower to fill human passion...time is time...it will run as it usual...sometime i was worry that time will change people...sometime it changes to be worst ...sometime it changes to be better but i hope that time will change us to be better...time is a killer...Also time can makes people from dead to alive...like before i was dead aready because of the past time was killing me by many thing but when you come that the new time and you make me alive again to see the sun shine, to smile to the world, and to fresh my heart again.......sometime you will wish time to run slower when you have to wait for something or someone that is really worst to come to you but...sometime you will wish it to run faster when you have to wait for something or someone that really worth for you to waiting for...like i always wish... but i don't know you have the same way of feeling like mind or not...lol...time will tell you everything ...like i been through many thing... and time makes me feel i am not important to everyone...no one was care about me...i feel i'm all alone...but is that just my stupid thinking?....well who the hell know...cus i am not Edward that can read people mind...or maybe they think i am really important, they care about me....but i can't see it??...so cheer it up ....i hope at least someone will think i am important and care about me...and i wish that someone is you...i said " you and me ...Roniel" and if you still with me even time goes by...you just said "you and me...Nike" when i still can hear that sentence form you that mean our time is not end and you are still mine...I LOVE YOU so i wouldn't let the time to take you away from me.....

A Crazy Dream.

it was about you babe, it was like so true, like I was in the future.
I finished college and planed to get back to pp. When I arrive pp, I saw you again for the first time, you look different,. your hair, the way you dress, the way you talk, and the way you act. and when I talk to you, thats the time I cried, I cant believe what I was hearing, you were getting engage with someone, Suddenly my world fell apart, all my dreams with you was crashed . I cant moves, even talking was hard to do, the only thing in my mine was " I love you" , then you said "I was to far, and you were not there when I need you, but this man was there to comfort me", Then I thought everything you said was right, I was not there to help you, But I was there to LOVE you.

Then YOu walk a way!!!!

Thats the short version about my dream, but babe its just a dream, I know it will never happen, coz I love you, your only mine... and I am yours