A Crazy Dream.

it was about you babe, it was like so true, like I was in the future.
I finished college and planed to get back to pp. When I arrive pp, I saw you again for the first time, you look different,. your hair, the way you dress, the way you talk, and the way you act. and when I talk to you, thats the time I cried, I cant believe what I was hearing, you were getting engage with someone, Suddenly my world fell apart, all my dreams with you was crashed . I cant moves, even talking was hard to do, the only thing in my mine was " I love you" , then you said "I was to far, and you were not there when I need you, but this man was there to comfort me", Then I thought everything you said was right, I was not there to help you, But I was there to LOVE you.

Then YOu walk a way!!!!

Thats the short version about my dream, but babe its just a dream, I know it will never happen, coz I love you, your only mine... and I am yours

Catch Me!

now your words makes me stronger than ever. and thank you for letting me know that you will be there waiting for my to come back, for me to see and spend time with you again, thank you babe that you will alwasy listen to me and understand my reasons if I was not about to talk or text u, or even chat with you, babe thank you for giving your world to me. and accepting my own with yours. babe thank you that you never get tired of making me smile and surprice me with your small doings. sometimes I ask my self if i really deserved you. coz you really are a kind person, your so honest, and you are easy to get a long with, someone told me that "if you find a person would jump with you if you want to jump in the highest mountain, he or she dont need you. but if u find a person would not jump with you in the mountain and rather let you jump by your self, that person loves you and cares for you..... you know why?..... coz he/she will be at the bottom waitting for you to fall, and will catch you.."
Now I found my catcher... ad thats you babe..... I love you.. and miss u soo much

For you and Forever

I love you
I love you so much, I never love someone so badly like this and am sure it forever. I want to spend all the rest of my life with you.....before I really hate waiting...but i don't know why I love to wait for you...I'm not bored or even a bit tired of it and never think to give up. I love the way who you are...you don't pretend or hide who you really are...I love the way you confidence your self and never put down. Most of people said you are playboy....but I see you in different way...you are nice... gentle... care...sweet... and more else...and i want to say " If loving you wrong i don't want to be right". some bad whisper about you always come to my ears...but I don't care what it is...I just know I love you and I trust you. I don't care who you are where your from what you did ,as long as you love me. I open up all my heart for you. you're the one for me. I miss you in every second in my life and dreaming you always with me.
All I want to say I will wait for your wait till the day you come back , the day we share our life together and spend the rest of my life with you.

I LOVE YOU BABE

Impossible

I never thought that this would be happen.......i have a crush on you since i first saw u....that we don't even know each other and you don't realize ....i thought it just a dream...and told my self just forget it...cus we have no connection or even a chance to know each other...seem like we in different world.....that what am thinking....as long as time goes ...i met you again....and this second met make me feel that i have a chance to know you and to love you...I try so hard to know you to meet you and to see you.....we starting to no each other...in that moment i was really happy even we just friend....but that happy moment is just a short time...cus you have to go...first when you told me i don't believe it...but it true that you have to go and i have to deserve it...it was a really hard time for me ...my feeling was going down to the hell... i feel so weak....i was crying that time because i don't want to lose you even we aren't boyfriend and girl friend yet...i don't no why i was so crazy like that....But every thing was change i love you and you love me back...i was really surprise and don't want to believe it when i saw you post something in facebook...am so excited that time....and i believe that is true when u told me that you love me....am not dreaming anymore everything is true....and today is our one month anniversary
I want to say I LOVE YOU BABE...<3 <3 <3

Another wrong step.

How can I be ok. If Everything I do means nothing to all of you.
How can I be ok. If every time I speak you shout me of.
How can I be ok. If no one is there to stay.
How can I be ok. If Even my self is not gonna stay.

This is just a few things I feel right now.Ever the world seems like don't need my now.
Everything I do means nothing to you, I didn't apply for this. Why you keep putting me pressure.
It's like you didn't even know me. Now I feel like I want to vanish on this face of the earth. Because maybe if that happens no one will notice it.

Is it not enough, I do my best to make you proud of me. But it seems like its going the other way around. But I still want to continue I will never say never. Because I know someday. I will be having my happy ending.

You see I never thought that I could walk through fire
I never thought that I could take a burn
I never had the strength to take it higher
Until I reach the point of no return

And there's just no turnin back
When your heart's under attack
Gonna give everything I have
It's my destiny

I will never say never
I will fight till forever
Whenever you knock me down
I will not stay on the ground
Pick it up,

I never thought that I could feel this power
I never thought that I could feel this free
I'm strong enough to climb the highest tower
And I'm fast enough to run across the sea

Cuz there's just no turnin back
When your heart's under attack
Gonna give everything I have
Cuz this is my destiny

I will never say never
I will fight till forever
Whenever you knock me down
I will not stay on the ground
Pick it up,
And never say never

I will never say never
I will fight till forever
Whenever you knock me down
I will not stay on the ground
Pick it up,
And never say never

Never say never

I will never say never
I will fight till forever
Whenever you knock me down
I will not stay on the ground
Pick it up,

And never say never

Always be for ever

I Love You.
I love every little thing about you --
Your sexy smile, the sound of your voice, the magic in your eyes. I love your gentle touch and the warmth I feel at your side ... I love dreaming about you. *I love discovering you and letting go with you. I love each and every once-in-a-lifetime moment I share with you. Today, tomorrow, forever.

I love so much about you that it is hard to pick just a couple of things out. I love the way you laugh. I love the way you smile. I even love it when you make me mad and don't know why. I love how when you upset me, you try so hard to make it better. I am so in love with you that I don't go one minute without thinking of you and wishing that I was with you! I can't stand to be without you for one second. You have truly turned me into myself. Before you, nobody allowed me to be me. You have allowed me to open up my heart and trust again. You have allowed me to smile and be happy again. And for that I love you. I thank you and I will forever cherish our memories and I know there are many more to come.

The most important thing I want to say is "I will come back, meet you, and stay with you, love you, and grow old with you"
"I MISS YOU"

Woke up in Phil!!!!

Last week I was in Cambodia, not knowing I was about to go back in the Philippines,
partying and working, It was really so sad when my mom finally told me that I will go back here,
I was so shock and a bit happy,,... and the rest is sad.
I don't want to believe it. I was thinking she was just joking, but by the way the look in her eyes, she was not joking.

But I it was really a blessing, and I know that's the best for me, I was about to continue college,
and I was really happy that I was about to go to school. Finally!!!.... but I was afraid what will happen when I come back!

And June came!!.... it was to hard to accept that time fly's very fast. It was really hard. I was going to live those things I grow up with. And the people I knew that they were always there.

And my time is suddenly gone! morning came and it was time for me to live the party.
It was really sad I was about to step out of Cambodia.
I was missing those people already, My mom, dad, my brothers, my sister..... and the rest of the family, and my friends, and my love

Then June 8 came. I was in the Philippines already.
I can't believe that I was walking in the street of it.
So many things change, people grow old, places was change, and time goes by so fast.
And it was so weird that every one around me is talking so different.
The way they talk is so different!!!...
And suddenly I knew!... I surrounded by the language which I understand.

But I will always wants to come back in Cambodia